It is strange to return to this blog after such a long absence...I'm not sure if anyone will even read this; however, I feel a strong urge to capture these powerful truths. If anyone happens to read this and gets blessed or inspired or encouraged---wonderful! I am currently reading "Captivating" by the Eldreges and it really resonates with me. It really is speaking to my heart at so many levels on the beauty of God and how it relates to my design as a woman. If there is one element I have always identified with the most, it is Beauty. I long to be surrounded by it...whether in a lush garden or in the sanctuary of my home. I long to picture it--just as Eve was the crown of creation. The only creature created in the garden. There is something deep in the heart of a woman that desires to picture Beauty---in our hearts and spirits and the overflow in which we love those around us--to the way we present ourselves physically. Beauty is essential to God. No---that's not putting it strongly enough. Beauty is the essence of God. Nature is not primarily functional. It is primarily beautiful. The crowing touch of creation. Beauty is the essence of a woman. I am reflecting today on how the relationship with my precious son, Ethan, reflects God's beauty. The best word I can use to describe how he feels for me is, at times, desperation. He is in total anguish when pried from my arms. This is a picture of how God wants us to feel about Him. Desperate---to really understand and know our need for Him deep within our souls. And then there are those precious times of nourishing and comforting his little body. It think it is one of the most powerful pictures of resting in God's presence and receiving His love and peace. God has created woman to offer comfort, nourishment, peace to those near her...just as God wants us to come to Him for this. In closing: Whatever else it means to be feminine, it is depth and mystery and complexity, with beauty as its very essence. Every woman has a beauty to unveil. Because she bears the image of God....beauty is an essence that is given to every woman at her creation. |